It's good to be home, is a confusing term in our household nowdays, where is our home? Here, South Africa, Zimbabwe...I (Jackie) have always called South Africa home, even though I left there 19 years ago. However after being there these past couple months, I realise it is not my home, its definately the place I grew up and one that I love dearly, but it definately is not my home anymore. I honestly for some strange and for the first time in 19 years, was happy to be back in the US, cause this is now my home and has been for more than half my adult life. I realised my kids are American, my husband is American, they like America and all that it is to them. And I have to very hesitantly say that after this trip I felt more American that South African (yes blasphemy to my South African friends reading this)...
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We had many homes these past 4 months
We visited many different homes these past 4 months
If home is where the heart is, as a believer in Jesus Christ, then heaven is my home.
If home is where the heart is as a non-believer then my home is the earthly dwelling I reside in.
"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. Matthey 6:19 We saw so many earthly treasures being store up, behind the doors of shacks, behind electric fences and burglar bars, in little stone houses not bigger than my living room.
Matthew 6: Do Not Worry
25“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his lifeb?
28“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
35Sitting down, Jesus called the Twelve and said, “If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all.”
Are we living our lives and truly being grateful for the Grace that has been extended to us through Jesus death on the cross, or are we living our lives serving ourselves first and with the best and then throwing the extra towards the Lord's work.
We were very challenged on this trip to examine our own lives and truly see if we truly are willing to serve the very least of these, if we truly are willing to lay it all down, if we truly are willing to put aside the comforts of our American way of life, wether we live here or in Zimbabwe or South Africa. Are we willing to give not just our first fruits but to truly say to the Lord - here I am send me, whatever the cost.
I have been very challenged going throuh Romans these past couple weeks and seeing Pauls life and what it truly cost Him to preach the gospel, to truly be willing to wait on the Lords timing and to accept the circumstances of that time - no matter what the cost.
Are we willing to count it ALL JOY!
Our trip was amazing, it was everything we thought it would be, it was wonderful to see all the sweet people in Zimbabwe, to truly feel the joy and struggle of their everyday life.
South Africa is always beautiful, the kids were so at home there, but it was definately relationally challenging on many levels.
Living Hope the ministry we worked with is just amazing and we would encourage you all to pray for them and the awesome work the Lord is doing through them.
Yes its good to be back in my comfortable, air conditioned home, where the power doesn't go off, and the water always runs and is clean, where my washing machine and dryer sit fully functioning next to each other, where the neighborhood doors can stay open for laughing children to freely run in and out of...for now
What does the future hold? We don't know yet, its definately to go at some point and some capacity...we need time
To be still
To seek wisdom
We will be having a download sometime over this summer, if you could bear with us until we are ready, so we can slow down a bit after being slammed back into our lives here.
If you could pray with us, we would love to spend time one on one with families - so please invite yourself over for dinner, or invite us to your house.
If you would pray for us, for wisdom, for the counsel we need to move forward...
We cannot thank everyone enough who supported us in prayer, it carried us through when we truly weren't able to pray for ourselves or those around us anymore, our groanings were interceded and give up to the Lord - thank you. Financially we were beyond blessed to be able to do all the ministry we felt led to, to have all our expenses covered, to bless those who needed, to have all our bills covered while we were gone...and to have a home to bring our children back to...so many helped that happen through prayer, through donations, through David's wonderful customers giving him work...we are eternally thankful.
We are blessed beyond measure...hope to catch up with you all soon